Loss.

Lost control of my eating today. Again. Surprise surprise, right? Had a fasting blood test this morning, so went up until about 12:45 without eating. Was going really well, but I everyone else in the lunch time Bible Study group was eating... I had to. They Would've noticed. No doubt there.
Ate: 2 Twix bars, a healthy tub of yoghurt, multiple chocolates... freaking crazy.
The yoghurt is about 90c, the Twix (2) at 289 each. O_O
And maybe 400 for the chocolates?
I knew it was bad.. but wow.

1068.

And then I ate when I got home.
And I'll have to eat dinner later tonight.

Too late to purge. To sore to exercise.
No time anyway.
Two english assignments due tomorrow.

*crawls into a corner and cries*
...contemplated saying dies then...
-sigh-.

Tomorrow: wake early, run on treadmill, shower, zero breakfast, zero recess, zero lunch (which will be tricky as I have another lunch time thing tomorrow where there are literally only 3 of us...), zero afternoon tea, minimal dinner (for tablets), umpiring at 7pm.

Ehhh.. so sick of this body.
MUMMY, I WANT A NEW ONE.




..something cute?

Yeah that's all from me for now...
Though currently investigating a website about calories.
Shall let you know if it's worth a look.

Joy peace love x