This will be added to as necessary. All I have to do is remember that it is here... :-)
- I do not have the strength to starve myself. I do not want to become weak and sickly, especially when I am working so hard at making sure my little sister eats properly. I must be a good example for her. I Must.
- I can not become bulimic. I had braces for 23 months to make my teeth decent. Not going to destroy them with the acid of throwing up every second meal. Plus it gives you bad breath !!
- Trying to eat shit-loads of protein just isn't going to work for me... I'm not that into eggs or meat.
- It's time I get serious about my portions.
- It's time I make better decisions.
- I turn 16 in September... I would like to look NICE on my birthday.. you know?
- My year 10 formal is in December. I want to look amazing for it. Not hot/sexy/slutty... but beautiful.
On that note, what do you think of this as a formal dress? Please let me know :)http://www.dressofyourdreams.com/prod1233.htm - I will drink more water more often. Especially instead of eating every sweet thing in the house.
2 comments:
Hi! I just started following your blog, but I really admire your willpower and your decisions to become more healthy :) It sounds like you're going to be able to do all of those things if you keep up that determination. Also, I think the dress is gorgeous!
Keep us updated girlie =)
Yeah, if only that determination would last. It starts for a few hours, and just whithers...
Over the past few years, my self esteem has almost completely vanished. So too did my self-control with eating.
I'm struggling so badly...
And as much as #1 says I will eat propperly, part of me just wants to feel that emptiness.
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, and not enjoying it at all :-/
And yay for the dress :) Was talking to my parents about it... they seem almost all for letting me get it :D!!!
Will do, and you too!
ps. You're seriously so beautiful already, so even when you feel fat, just remember that there's a 15y/o girl in Australia who thinks you're stunning ♥
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