Her music is keeping me going.
Today:
- Actually went shopping!! Looked at DSLR's, maybe getting one this week :D It's incredibly exciting! Got a dress and shoes to match for this party on Saturday night. It's got 3/4 sleaves, a low-cut front and even lower back, and flowy at the bottom, so you can't see my giant ass as much :) It's black with a floral pattern. Will put up a photo sometime after the party. Flats are just black :) But you want to know what is most exciting... the dress is a size 8!!!! That's a big deal for me :) *yay*
- Slept til 12:33pm. Was soooo good getting so much sleep :')
- Didn't eat a single thing 'til dinner time. Only drank water :)
I have to have dinner everyday, literally. I take this thing called Roaccutane which is a drug for my skin to get rid of acne etc. It must be taken will a decent sized meal. Plus we eat dinner as a family, so I can't not eat. They would make me. - When I did eat dinner, it was:
2 pieces of herb bread: 253c for both
A small portion of left-over spaghetti bol: 156c or so...
Then had a sinlge mint to try and sedate the hunger pains I was getting: 3c maybe. Just a guess.
412 calories is pretty good :)
Really proud of myself!!
..for once :)
Earlier it felt like my whole stomach was turning itself inside out. Was not prepared for that at all..
But yesterday bought some small mints, so that every time I feel hungry at a meal time, and I don't want to eat, ONE mint will water.
Will come in handy for school :)
Have a lot of school work to do for tomorrow morning. Really don't want to do it.
Just feel like doing some exercises and then sleeping.
I hate you, school.
So, so much.
NEARLY as much as I hate my body.
ie. A lot.
Anywayyyy, I'm in a pretty good mood, Mum, Dad and I are getting along really well :)
The sister is being a ball of hormones, but oh well. (She's 13. It's to be expected.)
We can become who we want to be.
Strength and perseverance.
Love to you all, Lucy xx
3 comments:
My sister is 13 too! She can be a pain sometimes haha. That dress sounds so pretty!! I want to see a picture! You're doing so well, and I'm glad you're in such a good mood :)
Congrats on keeping your intake low. :] Something I'm not very good at unless I'm fasting! Then it's at zero. :P
New clothes are always fun, and so are smaller sizes! Awesomeee!
You girls really are so awesome!
Will put a picture up after the party :)
Ahhh you're both making me smile so much right now :)
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