Kitty, you were right..
My binge this evening wasn't as bad as last night's...
I was on ZERO calories 'til I got home from school.
Then just totally lost it.
At lunch, a bunch of my mates were sharing some hot chip... I could smell them in the wind before I even found them.
(I don't know where you all live, but here in Western Sydney it was a very windy [and for some crazy reason I had my hair out...] and very cold day.)
But I didn't have a single chip!!
I was so proud.
Was a really good day... but these school afternoons.
I need to nip them in the butt.
I feel so stupid... I keep saying 'tomorrow I won't' ...but then I do.
I've tried to mean it every other time.
But THIS time... this time is different.
Tomorrow's plan:
- wake early, go walking, experiment with my BRAND NEW DSLR CANON EOS 550D!! Yeahhh, I finally bought it :) ..in the USA I think it's called a Rebel T2i or something... different names in different countries.
- a litre of water for breakfast.
- school, I need to succeed at a fast .. I Need to. So no recess or lunch. Just as bottle of water to get me through the day.
- get home, change into my running shorts, go jogging with my friend.
- shower, homework if I can be bothered... I'm just not motivated in school anymore. Year 10 is the most pointless year of all... bring on year 11 already!
- dinner. Small portion.
This time tomorrow, I expect of myself to have posted a super duper happy post :)
I feel that a slight explanation is in order:
Why must I eat dinner every day:
Because I'm taking some tablets prescribed from my dermatologist to fix my terrible skin... ance basically. It has to be taken with food. As in HAS TO. As in if there is no food, it's not absorbed, wasting it all..
But yes.
*sigh*
Such is life.
Moi
- Bunny
- Sydney, Australia
- I have many years ahead of me. I may aswell make them worth living.
3 comments:
congrats on not having a single chip lol, i hate when my friends get the snack boxes with potato cakes and dim sims hmmm, hope you do well tomorrow, im like that too i say tomorrow i wont then i do its so frustrating and i always forget about all my tips like having a massive glass of water before meals and wait a few more mins and things like that its so annoying anyway good luck with everything, you can do it!
You have the will power to avoid the chips, just channel that into the afternoon. Fasting can get really rough, and I know when I binge after a fast it's all mindless. I just eat and eat and then I realize AFTER I've eaten all of that.. "Shit."
You can do it, I know you can!
congrats on not eating the chips!!!! its hard not to i understand, i have skinny friends that dont gain weight and eat everything, but i still dont eat their food. its a good rule.
i have pills i have to take with food too, because they're too big to swallow by themselves. it sucks.
take care love <33
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