As we're living it,

Life
Isn't it confusing :-)


Since my last post:

- one night, an ex and I pretty much agreed to be FWB, as there are still a lot of emotions there.

- the following night, he tells me that the girl that he liked a few weeks ago but then was totally heart broken by is suddenly interested in him again, menaing he pretty much changed his mond over night, thus totally killing my 'Oh someone Actually loves me' mood, resulting in my low-self-esteem dropping even lower. who would've thought it could go Any lower? haha..

- most of my school assessments are OVER. just one left to hand in on friday.

- gained a kilo and a half from stress eating :-/ so now im all the way up at 70kg. my goal to reach by the end of 'in three weeks time' is 65kg. if not lower. i know that that is a LOT. but i'm dead serious. i'm so SICK of this jiggly, ugly body. i want a Newww one, mummy.

- holidays start at the end of next week. i've got some seriously well thought out, mental plans for my attack on the fat. yes thighs, i'm talking to you and your neighbour, buttocks and hips. tummy, you and leave too. kthxbaii... ha.

- oh oh oh oh ohhhhhh, i gained a follower. as lame as that sounds, i was happy. still am, really.

- i am now on PT. look up whismical.dreams    < that's me :-) should probably mention, PT is http://www.prettythin.com/
yeahhhhh ♥




Not much else to say.
Not feeling much other than sick of men/boys/males/monsters. Whatever you want to call them. Thinknig of becoming a nun, haha. No men ;-)
Well okay, I'd never become a nun. It's a Joke. I'm not serious. A few mates took me seriously when I told them of the whole nun thing.... hahaha...

Hope you're all going well.
Love, xxx