Total Overhaul; Today is the first day of the rest of my life :-)

Eating disorders.. I've drifted in and out for a good year or so. Used to purge if I felt I'd eaten too much, but that was rare...
Self-esteem dropped, started occuring more. Started thinking about how bad it was for me and how crap I felt afterwards. The purging pretty much stopped, or at most, happened one a month or two. Pretty stable Bulimia wise.

Anorexia, dear, dear Ana. I hate you. I never want to see you again. I will be thin, but I don't want you 'help' anymore.

This MAJOR change of heart and mind is because...
My cousin discovered this, not so much diet, but new outlook upon eating, dietry and nutrituion plan, etc, etc. It's called BodyTrim. Started it today. So far so good.

She is 28, and absolutely gorgeous. Saw her yesterday: she was onto day 11, and her Mum, my Aunt, was on day 7 or something. Both had seen results and it was a noticable difference to the last time we saw them; Christmas day.

So never again will I count calories :-D!!! The whole point it to limit carbs (which includes sugar, as sugar is a carbohyrdrate), have a mega-load of protein and drink water. It's all about what you eat, when you eat it.

Weight this morning was at 67kg. Quite ashamed, but I know that will change. I got down to 64kg a month or 2 ago, but that changed as my life jumped onto a rollercoaster, school holidays and it being the Christmas season Never helps.

Current goal before the 28th January, as that is my first day of YEAR 10 - wow, young at 15 yet feeling ultra old :-P - and I plan to be 60 kilos.

Want in on a secret that I don't dare to share with people I know?? I'm sure you do :-) My school uniform is the same summer dress(es) (I have 2 of them) that was bought for me when I started year 7. I used to be able to step into the dress, pull it up, and zip up the back. Since then, somewhere along the way, I got fat and lost that ability. I know that I was hovering at 57kg early 2007, I'll be back at that weight before it's easter, I PROMISE you, and me too of course :-) By the time school starts, I'm going to be stepping in and out of dress again!!!

BodyTrim is pretty much 3 phases.
- Carb detox (3 days)
- Weight loss (Fat loss really, lasts for however long you want it to)
- Weight maintenance (Keeping the weight off)
It's very much about what you eat, and when you eat it.

If anyone is interested, I'm happy to go into more detail in a later post. Just ask :-)


Anyway...
Would like to report that I'm in a great mood, excited about this new way of eating, the weight loss that will come with it, year is an exiting thing to look forward to, getting a job soon maybe.
:-)

Will probably post again today. Not much else to do.
Lunch time!!

Oh and wow, I went from 5 followers to 9 !!
Yes, I've been slacking off, but it's awesome to be welcomed back by 4 more peopel who care :-)

Love, chat soooooon.
Lucy xx ♥