And said I would try,

So here I am, posting, when it's 10:30pm.
It isn't an addiction. I'd post far more often if it was, but I'm just in need of a distraction.

Far out I hate carbs. Can't stop thinking about them. Nearly finsihed the first of a three day carb detox. Little sister sitting eating ice-cream (ARGH why is she so skinny :-/) isn't helping much.

Today I've eaten...
Meal 1: small omelette
Snack 1: boiled egg
Meal 2: boiled egg and some microwaved bacon
Snack 2: boiled egg
Snack 3: cottage cheese
Snack 4: ham deluxe (best snack/meal of the day!!)
Meal 3: plain pan-fried chicken
Snack 5: ham deluxe

Protein to the max! But it's good for me. The omelette tasted better than it looked (I'm still getting the hang of cooking them). The boiled eggs got boring very quickly. There are only so many spices and herbs that you can mix through a mashed up egg to make it exciting. The bacon was nice :-) Cooked it in the microwave between paper towelling after cutting the fat off. So that was rather great. More egg... had to force that one down. Cottage cheese was different, hadn't had it in a while, at first was tasty, but after a mouthful... it was awfully bland. Mum cooked the chicken just a tiny bit too much, so was a tiiiiiiny bit rubbery. Still ate it though. It wasn't egg :-)

Feels like I've been awake for days on end. I woke up at 4, was at the gym by 5. Did weights on my arms and legs. Then 65mins on the treadmill. Covered 5.5km. Was only walking. Hurt my ankle ..again. Plus walking is more fat burning than running. Running is good for cardiovascular fitness, but I have that, I need fat loss.

Fat is such a disgusting sounding word. Maybe it's just me.. I don't know. I just Hate the word. Everytime someone says fat, I pretty much instantly get self-conscious. Big fat liar, big fat pay-check, blahblahblah.


I'm exhausted. Been awake nearly 18.5hours.

Good night, all!!