But I'm not hungry...

There is such a thing as perfect.
Being hungry for it isn't good enough.
You have to be starving.
Just something that I wrote down while deep in thought yesterday. I tend to do that...

Haven't posted in a while. I didn't want to put post after post of failure.

This week I worked in a canteen for 2 days. The pay was good, but I had to taste test hot chips so that I knew that they were cooked for the hungry fat-people that were hastily waiting. On top of that, I tried to only eat a few apples during the 7 hours of work, except my friend and a lady who works with my Mum, who was also helping out, both noticed I hadn't eaten much. So they fed me a cookie, a meat pie with sauce and a corneto.
AHHH!!
I'd get home to find out that we're having a huge dinner and am expected to eat a lot as I worked sooo hard all day. And yes I worked really really hard, but I DON'T WANT TO EAT!

Anyway, lighter note.
Sort of anyway.
Year 9 camp starts on Monday. Goes til Wednesday. Apparently it's tiring and the food is awful. YES! Plus after that, I'll be able to sit at school watching other people gorge their faces whilst in my mind I'll be guessing how many calories and how many grams of sugar and fat are in it. There won't be the temptation of the fridge :)
BUT I will have after-school snacking to deal with.

Not eating much is hard when Mum makes muffins, I made a cake for my sister (and there are leftovers) and when there are family meals. -sigh-

THIN THIN THIN
I have to stay focused.

I'll post again tomorrow, and then there won't be anything again till Wednesday night.
I'll tell you all about my camp.

Current weight: 65.25kg (about 144lbs)
(Keep in mind though, it's 11:10pm right now, I've had dinner, water, my hair is a bit damp from my shower earlier, etc.
We'll see what I am tomorrow morning.
Then I'll weigh again Monday morning, and then again Wednesday night and Thursday morning.
Sport on Thursday, so Friday morning I'll weigh again.
I know, I'm obsessive...
It is and ED afterall.)

Hope everyone is going well!
Think thin thoughts :)
♥

Footnote: First follower! I'm quite happy about that :)