I live!

It's been what, 2 weeks?
Far out.

Brief overview of the 2 weeks that I disappeared:

+ Year 9 camp. A lot of horrible food, but I thinkkkk I may have burned it all.

Why does that seem to be the only thing worth mentioning...??
Surely life hasn't been that grey :/


Anyway,
Weight got back up to the 66-67kg range.
BUT I've been working on that all week. Not too focused as I have exams this and next week (totally stressing but anyway..).
I'm at 65kg today. Am now anyway; after a full on day and a biggg dinner (Mum has been getting sus) and not muchhh exercise. Might do some weights later if I can be bothered. I will be, but far out I'm stressing over maths. I really should be revising, but this has been naggling at me at the back of my mind for a while now.



Revelation:
I'm a bit more focussed than I thought. But not as much as I want to be.
Where's the revelation?
HERE! :  I CAN do it :)
Not much, I know. But it's a start.


Stay strong, think thin, work your ass off- literally! XD
xxoo Lu

Might aswell introduce myself to the world.

Hello.
A few years ago, I noticed something within myself that I wish I had noticed a lot sooner. I was fat. Not seriously overweight or anything, but chunky legs and a bit of a flabby tummy. I'm only fifteen now, so I was only going onto thirteen when I noticed. That's when I started bingeing because I'd try to eat healthily, but then I'd fall to the temptation everytime.That's how it started anyway.

Only a month or 2 ago did I really look back at my eating habits and attitudes towards food, exercise and body image.

At least now I understand myself. Now it's just the struggle to real my idea of perfection. Or at least get as close to it as I can.

But I'm more focussed than ever before. I know I can achieve my goals if I really try. It's just a matter of persevering.

♥x