Hello big, wide world.

I checked.. I haven't posted since July. And I guess that is a good thing.
TRYING to not be disordered in my manners.
And staying away from this blog for so long has helped.

I needed to clear my mind.
I know starving myself is no true solution to my problems.
For years I have depended upon food to feel not only full in my stomach, but full in my soul.
(Philosophical vomit.. but true.)

So I'm working on retraining my mind/body/soul/etc/the whole kit-and-caboodle.

Well.. easing myself into it. I have 4 more days of school for the year and then I've got 6-7 weeks to completely revamp my whole self.
ie:

• study habits
• diet (and I mean my general nutrition and not some horrific restricting)
• exercise regime
• general happiness and well-being
• relationships (family, friends, and a certain boy who has entered the scene these last few months :-) )
• and the list goes on.. but you get the idea. Everything.

I don't really have too much to say beyond the above just yet.

Though, I am wondering.. anyone actually read this?
If not, probably going to just delete this blog and start fresh.
Would be much appreciated if you let me know.
Thank you ♥

I hope you are all well
Lu
xx