May I Please Be The Grinch.

I want to steal Christmas.

Don't get me wrong, I LOVE Jesus, and I really enjoy the love of giving to others and seeing my family and all the rest. I'm sick of end of year parties full of lollies and chocolate... May as well be eating fat-on-a-stick! I'm sick of all the food.

I'm lucky that I don't like candy canes... anymore...
I used to! But hey.. makes me think. It's a mind over matter thing. I don't like the fact that all candy canes are is sugar, sugar, fake mint flavouring and more sugar. If I want mint, I'll go clean my teeth :-)


H e l p . . .
I've been binging SO much :-(
Like, everyday there's been too much food and not enough, if any, exercise. My stomach feels full. It hurts :-/ Happens every single time that we have spaghetti bol. I have like 2 if not 3 times as much a sI should be. I really hate food right now. But I'm obsessed. It's all I think about these days. I hate it!!

Only one more day of school left. IE. Tomorrow. After that, no more recesses and lunches. No more hearing of how everyone is soooo hungry. I will be focussed. I will be determined. I will be skinny. I will not be stopped.

I went to a party on Saturday night. I have another party tomorrow night. I've gained 1.5kilos in the past week. Hating myself a lot right now.


I . W-I-L-L . B-E . B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L
Love, L x